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ya dig?

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times are changing.
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she came home to find a beheaded action figure in a pool of fake blood in the kitchen...
she wasn't amused..........
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bwaaaa.

1 min read
it's been so long!
i'm hoping to be back on here more often, i have a few paitnings and things to uploaaaad.

i've made the discovery of a mr. e e cummings. and thats been taking up a lot of my time. it's kind of amazing. [poet/painter]

anyway, i decided ugly is a descriptive word, just like blue, or round. it doesn't really mean anything, and it can be your preference over something that is "pretty" which is also a descriptive word.

i don't like the color orange. i love the color green. i like things that are ugly. :D there it is.
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i'm having a lot of trouble thinking lately. i mean i think to much.
no one wants you to think.
no one likes you when you think.
everyone tells you you can't say what you think...

well heres some things that other people said when they thought. i guess. i just think these are SO true. and i really wish people would consider thinking, and change, and truth.

"Creative thinking may mean simply the realization that there's no particular virtue in doing things the way they always have been done" Rudolf Flesch

"When men yield up the privilege of thinking, the last shadow of liberty quits the horizon." Thomas Paine

"Thinking is the hardest work there is, which is probably the reason why so few engage in it." Henry Ford

"If being sane is thinking there's something wrong with being different....I'd rather be completely fucking mental." Angelina Jolie

"I do this real moron thing, it's called thinking, and I'm not a very good Amercian because I like to form my own opionions." George Carlin



opinions? THOUGHTS?
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beliefs?

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not religious beliefs.
like what do you believe is wrong and what do you believe is right.

because i have certain beliefs, honest beliefs inside me.
i believe that we shouldn't torture abuse eat or wear animals... not cool. baaaad karma right?

i'm insanely sensitive, intuitive and empathetic, which my shrink keeps telling me those are good things but i swear it's a curse.

so i feel so bad for the animals i wish i could do something and i feel like i can't and i'm just powerless. so the only thing i really can do is not eat meat...

ahhh i don't even know what the point of this is. i'm trying to say.

with the whole vegetarian, and nudist thing, i just feel like society would be so much better and have so much more confidence and happiness if the human body was accepted. it's natural, it's not dirty or private or anything, ANY part of your body can be private if you want it to, but i hate that we teach people to think there bodies are dirty and wrong and i want to change that for sure.
and it really hurts my feelings when people make fun of me because i feel very strongly about these things especially the animals.
but i feel like everyone just thinks i'm turning into an attention whore.
whats acutlly happening is my anxiety is moving aside due to my happy pills and i feel like i can actually express myself for the first time in my life because i'm not afraid. but it seems everyone likes the jen that was absolutely terrified and hated herself from before, because this new in treatment jen, just sucks.

i feel like my friends don't want me anymore, simply because of that reason. they keep telling me i've changed, and they don't like how i've changed... i'm so much happier though. with myself. with everyday life. but that doesn't seem to matter because my friends don't like the new jen.

ugh. i don't even know why i wrote this in here i needed to vent because i'm going to cry, this has been happening for far too long.

advice?
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