not religious beliefs.
like what do you believe is wrong and what do you believe is right.
because i have certain beliefs, honest beliefs inside me.
i believe that we shouldn't torture abuse eat or wear animals... not cool. baaaad karma right?
i'm insanely sensitive, intuitive and empathetic, which my shrink keeps telling me those are good things but i swear it's a curse.
so i feel so bad for the animals i wish i could do something and i feel like i can't and i'm just powerless. so the only thing i really can do is not eat meat...
ahhh i don't even know what the point of this is. i'm trying to say.
with the whole vegetarian, and nudist thing, i just feel like society would be so much better and have so much more confidence and happiness if the human body was accepted. it's natural, it's not dirty or private or anything, ANY part of your body can be private if you want it to, but i hate that we teach people to think there bodies are dirty and wrong and i want to change that for sure.
and it really hurts my feelings when people make fun of me because i feel very strongly about these things especially the animals.
but i feel like everyone just thinks i'm turning into an attention whore.
whats acutlly happening is my anxiety is moving aside due to my happy pills and i feel like i can actually express myself for the first time in my life because i'm not afraid. but it seems everyone likes the jen that was absolutely terrified and hated herself from before, because this new in treatment jen, just sucks.
i feel like my friends don't want me anymore, simply because of that reason. they keep telling me i've changed, and they don't like how i've changed... i'm so much happier though. with myself. with everyday life. but that doesn't seem to matter because my friends don't like the new jen.
ugh. i don't even know why i wrote this in here i needed to vent because i'm going to cry, this has been happening for far too long.
advice?